PROBLEMS
Sometimes I feel like I m loosing something.................I know that I should be optimistic all the time but there is a difference between what should be and what, in reality is. Like, there should be peace everywhere,every one should be happy, everyone should be satisfied..............no complains, no sadness, no conspiracies, no jealousy, no diseases, no misunderstandings, no dictatorship should be there. I earnestly want this. But in reality, I don't know when this ideal situation in this world will come. Practically I crave for all these desired things but am left with a type of restlessness. I feel like the inner peace is lost. Not exactly lost because the means of a lost thing is the thing which was earlier there with us and now missing. But peace is the thing which my heart and soul craves for long but finds itself unable to get it completely. Even in childhood, I remember I used to lay down on the bed near my window and stare at a very old tree that was in front of this ...